hope pt.10

i was scared what was i supposed to do.. tidodaht..he was eyeing me..o i told nooniie .. ihya ba3ad 5afat, he wore his aviators that had a reflective lence so i didnt know exactly what was he looking at. I parked i got down of my car and headed to choco bar ma3a nooniie everything seemed normal until the "stanger" came along and sat on the tabel infront of us. now i was FREAKING OUT..shyabe hathaa?? what does he want from me?? my phone beeped with a msg ..

+965990..: ana amot 3ala il aswad ily labsita intay;*


WHAT THE HELL..akeed its the stanger..but how did he get my number?? i told nooniie..we both didnt know what to do

"good morrning jooj;*" from aziz.

" good morrning..umm aziz remember that starnger ily shifta hatheek il mara biljam3iya :s.. well he's following me..ana ib choco bar ma3a Nooniie o hes here ..madre shasawe:(" my msg

" ay choco bar?" - aziz

" il bidi3 " - me

wila faj2a after 10 mins he was there.. yes yes AZIZ.. he brought his friend along ..Mohammed (6ab3an nooniie matat..cuz she had this small crush on him)

mohammed and aziz : hala banat .. shlonkum?

me and nooniie: ahlaain..tamam sha5barkum? 7ayakum sit with us.

as soon as they sat the starnger had this look of anger an left. i was so relived ..in some way 7asat aziz a hero hehe :p they sat with us nooniie and mohammed hit it off..mashalla they were ment for each other they both had the same personality and when me and aziz talked they say the same things toghether and at the same time ..it was funny. we all had this great time. youm khala9na gimna kilina..i decieded to give nooniie and mohammed some space.

aziz:haha shakilhum they like each other.

me: hehe inta ba3ad la7ath't

aziz: yess..jooj comeon ashkara imbayin.

me: they look cute with eachother

aziz: comeon 7amood is NOT cute . he said in a jokingly way

me: ur mean ( i said while pushing him..we started laughing)

aziz: ya zeen hal tha7ka wala i just blushed aziz: o ya 7alat ily yith7ikooon.

me: yala 3ad aziz stop it :$

aziz: tamreen amir intay he said it as he kissed my hand..i felt his soft lips in my hands wich made me have this funny feeling all over my body.

as we all said our goodbyes and each one went to his car noonie irkibat wiyay..awal ma she closed her door all i hear was..

nooniie: AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAHHHHHHHHHHHHHH !!

me: EARTHQUAKE !!

nooniie: hes so sweet.

me: haha ee imbayiin..he seems to like u

nooniie: SIJ:O NO WAAY

me:yes waaayy.




MEANWHILE.. th guys were saying..

hope pt.9

i got out of coffee bean with a million thoughts in my head..did he really like me? i loved the way that he told me about his past and the fact that he didnt lie to me and told me every single detail. when i got home i opened my phone to see a msg from aziz.

aziz's msg: thankyou jawa thank you so much for understanding me..and btw: u looked amazing today.

i stood there and jumped with joy ! yes yes i was acting like 14 yearold in love bs what was i supposed to do..il shi3our ma yinwi9iif. I told noonie about eveything since she slept over that night she was so happy for me..i still remember his amazing sent that KILLS ME.

Noora: i kneww it ! i knew ina he was gona like you i knew it from that day .. the way he looked at you in starbucks.

me: nooooniiee !! im so happy (i said while screaming)

Noora: BS 3ALA SHAR6 ! u have to let me meet his friend..bs mo ashkara make it mysterious (a)

me: haha anything for you.

*HUGGS*

3;00 am:

i didnt know what to do since noonie diyayah already namat :p hehe noum il 3awafe

i decided to send aziz a msg the msg said " i like you to aziz "

i was hezitated to send it .. i looked at the msg for 30 mins before i actually clicked " SEND " i was surprised that he was awake he said " i have this smile on my face that i couldent take off..jawa you made me so happy just by saying that..o ta3alay shimga3id jojo il 7ilwa ? ;* "

hehe that made me blush we spent all night msging each other..i decided to call it a night since it was 7;00am.

aziz's msg: "goodnite ya a7la jawa;*"

i was begining to dream until the devil woke up !

noora: YALA GOUMAAYY !! 5anroo7 choco bar..7adi mishtahya there sandwhiches

me: mmm..noonie banaamm

noora: ya shagoull G E T U P

me: iff iff kaaa bagoumm !!

i woke up washed my face brushed my teeth and 9alaiit..noonie wore her DKNY balck dress with gold flowers ( hehe we have the same dress ) i was gonna wear it o we had this nagging 3ala who gets to wear it since we both had it and we both had it in mind..akhir shay 5alait'ha talbisa :p i wore my black highneck dress with my rassberry colored Donna Karen pantyhose.

on our way there i saw the stranger next to me bil ishara ( the stranger that i saw bil jam3iy )..

hope pt.8

i was worried at what he was gonna say..ya3ne what would he probably do?

me: ee aziz..goul 5air 3asa ma shar??

aziz: ma shar..umm

aziz: jawa..madre laish i wana say this bs hashay im3ashish ib galbe 9arla over 2 years now and i havent spoken or brought up the salfa to ay a7ad..i decided to tell it to you..2 years ago i was a player..kint wa7id ma asti7e 3ala wayhii..kint 7a8eer..i decided to tell you la2na umm..u see jawa...a..a..ana i like you..i know its too soon bs since i saw you in starbucks madre sh9ar feeny..i decided to tell you 3ashan ba3dain ma a6la3 chathab.

HE LIKES ME?? MEE?? ANA?? JAWA?? AYSHAAAYYY !! i like him to..bs 6ab3an ma gilt shay...i sat there quite...kint mishtahya agoula i like you too..ur the most hottest..amazing..charming..breathtaking thing ever! bs 6ab3an i didnt say that.

me: u like me?

aziz: hehe ee shfeech mi5tar3a joojo?

JOJO?? aahh galbe !

me: ha?? ana?? umm ee ee akeed ana ha-ha- ( i said so nervously )

aziz: shfeech jawa..ee i like you..i never in the past 2 years thought that..bs u..u '3air.

me: aziz i think i should go ( my face turned a 100 shades of red ..in some way i was happy with what i heard)

he saw my discomfort oo ri7t

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sorry the blog was short..i have to go LOVE U:*

hope pt.7

I ran to my phone to see who the msg was from..i stopped breathing for a while. My hands where shaking and i lost all sences.

Noora: joooooj come ! your favorite part bida

Noora: jooj? jooj? jawa?..haww shfeech..answer me shfeech

me: n...noor..aa...

Noora: UR SCARING ME SHFEECH?

me: ms...a...msg.

Noora: ok msg? SO YA3NE SHBI9EER

me: 2 MSGS FROM AZIZ IL M***** !! i blurted out

Noora: chathaba :O

me: walaa

Noora: ok ok what does it say?

me: madre i havent read it yet.

Noora: READ

me: ok..the first msg said "hala jawa..sorry to disturbe you in this time..but i need to see you..i know you think im a starnger or something..but i need someone to talk to."

the second msg said.."sorry i didnt know what i was thinking..nevermind"

Noora: 7aram..maskeen it must be hard on him..shifte shlone tiwatar youm he sent the firt msg..shakla awal mara isaweeha..sakla san3 o mo no3a swalif.

me: ee wala ..noonie kisar 5a6re..should i see him? i mean he needs someone to talk to..o 9ara7atan lo intay shayfa wayha hathek il mara chan madre sh9ar feech.

Noora: ee ok bs wain ur gonna talk to him?

me: madre madre ill reply on his msg

my msg:" hala aziz..la la its fine im here..o i promissed u that if u needed anything tell me "

aziz's reply: " umm sorry jawa..wala sawait shay ma7ad sawa..bs is it ok if i talk to you?"

my msg: " ee sure..coffee bean 30 mins? "

aziz's reply: " perfect "

i wore my oversized UCLA hoodie with a pair of leggings and my Marc Jacobs cross bag. i was scared .. scared to do this thing la2na awal mara asawee chithe..i didnt wana look stupid or ayshay asawe would put an effect on me..

me msged me to tell me what do i want to drink la2na wi9al gable..i said vanilla ice blended with caramel.

i went inside to see him sitting there..he looked so sad..he looked thinner..but he still had the hottness in him no matter what .

aziz: hala jawa shlonich? (he said with 1000 dollar smile)

me: ahlaiin aziz..im good il7imdilla int shlonik..minziman 3anik.

aziz: b5air allah isalmich ,ee wala minziman..my mom and sisters were going through a though time so i decieded to stay with the for a while.

me: (aww) ee shlone iil walda..i remember her bil3aza

aziz: wala zaina ..a7san shawaya min awal...and thanks alot for comming..it met alot for me.

me: la aziz walaw hatha wajiib.

aziz: mashkoora..jawa i sent you a msg to tell you about a salfa..bs arjo inich tifhiming.

hope pt.6

YES A MONTH..NO AZIZ.

i was sad .. i was torn apart..i didnt know if he was dead or alive. i wanted to call him to hear his voice for him to tell me that hes alright and that there is nothing that i should worry about. but things that i wanted never came true..it has been this way in a month and 2 weeks . i never knew that he had this much effect on me i never knew how much i could care i never knew i was.....in Love with him. i had random crushes before but aziz was ghair.

i worried alot about him..i sometimes asked the jam3a about him and asked if he called or la2..they told me ina he took a break..7aram he probably was sad..since i heard he was so close with his father..his father understood him in everything from girls to ayshay bil dinya they talked..i went to his friend Mohammed..i had to .. i wanted to know if he was ok.

me: Mohammed?

Mohammed: haala?

me: sorry to disturbe you..i just wanted to ask..shlone aziz? laish mo ga3ed iye halayam?

Mohammed: ee wala aziz min 3ugub ma tiwafa il mar7oum o uhwa ingalbat fee il dinya .. bs 3afwan mino intay?

me: ana jawa il S*****..a friend of aziz's..oh mayshouf shar inshalla

THAT DAY..

i was sitting home waiting for noonie to come. my phone was ringing my ringtone was " wilghale a9la ghaleee o ilzain yafrith nafsa" i picked up the phone if was nooro.

noonie: jooj babe red velvets??

me: YES YES YES AND YESS !! extra icing please :)

noonie: haha ya7ibich 7ag hal icing .. inshalla anything else ?

me: eee eee and COOKIES

noonie: 7athiirrr

me: a7iibiich

noonie: comeon people one at a time mo kilmara 3ad..ana chithe asti7i (a)

me: waaaay nooro yal thiqaa! wayidd 3a6aitiich wayh bs shasawe ana ! a7ibiich yal kalba :p

noonie: hehehe wala mo kithry babe.

she hungup and came to my house to spend the day with me..we hanged around and watched confession of a shopaholic..we loved clickflik movies :p
faj2a while i was enjoying my EXTRA iced cupcake my phone vibrated with a msg...

hope pt.5

i couldent belive i just called him AZOOZ ! waay wala ana wa7da 8abiya fashlaaa..fashlaaa..what will he think of me now. Oh dear he probably thinks that im a stupid person that ma2asti7e 3ala wayhi :( ahh whyy !

i was stairing at his number for HOURS..i dont know why i just did, but why did he give it to me i asked my self..100 questions came through my head about today. i mostly did what any girl would do with a guys number..a DAGA ;p

i did the daga but not with my phone i did it with my nannies phone :) dont ask why i did it i just wanted to hear his husky voice. very time i hear his " Aloo " i melt. Haha Noora thought i was a typical Kuwaity with what im doing..i didnt know what she ment..i just laughed.

after a week aziz's father past away (allah yir7uma) so i decided to go to the 3aza with noura. we went to the 3aza it was quite..his mom was crying (poor thing..ga6i3at galbe) and his sisters cried too. i stayed there for about 15mins then decided to leave.
i wore my black juicy tranning suite with a 3abaya and had my hair up in a messy bun and with my over sized wafferers..noora wore the same ta'3reeban.

as i walked to my car i saw aziz in his car alone..so i decided to say 3athim allah ajrik.

*Kock Knock*i knocked on his window, he didnt here me..he was sar7an and had the sadest look on his face that i ever saw. *Knock Knock* this time istaw3ab chan iliif wayha..his eyes were red and wayha kan asfaar.

me: um..hala aziz..3athim allah ajriik..allah i8amid roo7a il janah inshalla.

aziz: hala jawa..ajirna wajrich..inshalla ameen.

me: yala 3ayal ma3a6lik .. i have to go now itha tabe ayshay just tell me or give me a ring here's my number.

YES I GAVE HIM MY NUMBER..MO 3AN SHAY BS I HAD TO..WALA KISAR 5A6RE SHAKLA :(


Aziz's Thoughts:

wala ma tiwa8a3t inha tiyee..did she care??..was i something she thought about??..wala madre bs wala ya7lailha 5oush bint o san3a..im glad she gave me her number..and the bet thing ina she didnt give it to me in a flirting way..but in a caring way..ya3ne if i needed something.

after that i havent seen aziz in a month..

hope pt.4

the next day of jam3a i was to embarissed to even show my face after the "incident" that happened ams..and part of me wanted to go to see aziz.

while i was walking to class noonie came along cause we had the same stuff today (thank God) gabel la atdish noora saw aziz with a really hot guy..he was tall , he had a gifil and his lips were amazing..the one that were kissable :p

noora : MINO HATHAA??

me: hatha aziz !!

noora: laa ya shagoul..the one ily yamaah !

me: ooh madre..probably his friend.

noora: mashalla mazyooun.

noora: a7la min 7abebich (she was beginig to i6afirne :p)

me: ayy 7abebb ay ba6eekh !

noora: imbalaa imbalaaa :p

me: NOOROO !! comeon.

noora: hehe i love doing that to u !!

me: ee u always do thaatt ! ma7ibiicch.

noora: ana amoout feech .

we walked into class and thankGod this time i didnt sit next to him. I sat next to Noonie while aziz and his friend sat infront of us. every once in a while aziz would turn around to look at me. He either dropped his pen..or i7ik his head or streached. hehe i thought that it was funny but in a way it was sweet.

we figured out that his friend ily wiyah kan isma Mohammed il G****** o 6ala3 that his mom and noonies mom were friends in jam3a..since noonie asked her mom. And when her mom asked her why are you asking she always had a way of mixing things up like saying " laa wala just asking la2na partner ma3ay ib shay" or "la just asking 3ashan lazim i give him the papers the doctor told me to give him" haha wala hal bint 3ayaara.


i headed back to my car after the class, noora didnt come with me la2na she had to go to her grandparents house. i walked to my car in silence. i felt the feeling that someone was watching me bs i didnt turn around la2na khift shwaya. i drove my car as i put my ipod on shuffle and i was listening to infinity ( i just love my techno :p )

i was eyeing the car behind us wila 7asaita hes following me..7awalt athay3a bs ma gidart. nizalt il jam3iya ayeeb cham sha8la wila he was there..i didnt know what to do i was scared.


stranger: hala

me: (ignored)

stranger: shd3wa mata36ena wayh ya 7ilwa?

me: (still ignored)

aziz: int ma tisti7iii??

stranger: o int ti6la3 mino ballaaah??

aziz: lik wayh tis2al haso2aall??

stranger: ee as2aall !

aziz: ana wild 3amha khaiir? fe shay? ga3ed o tit7arash ib banat il nas? shino li3ba 3indik?

i was so shocked to find him there like really SHOCKED!..7abaiita that day ! jad 7abaita..no one ever did that to me. The stanger had nothing to say and just left.

MEANWHILE...

aziz: hala jawa..3asa ma sawa feech shay?

me: um..laaa wala..madre shagoulik aziz mashkoor wayid.

aziz: 7athreen jawa..here's my number thats if u ever needed anything.

i was scared but happy for him to give me his #

me: thankyou aloot azoozz ( DID I JUST SAY AZOZ : )

aziz: hehe azoz ..i like the sound of that..anyway jawa ana ta2a5art lazim aroo7..be carefull.

AWWWWW IKHAF 3ALAAY ! gale be carefull sij sij gentleman. As i finished with the jam3iya i went home and told Noonie about what happened..she was shocked really shocked.

hope pt.3

me: tislaam

aziz: 3asa ma ta3awartay ilyoum?

me: haa..la la it was fine ..it happens alot ( I DID NOT JUST SAY THAT OUT LOUD)

aziz: aha..i see ( he said with a smirk )

aziz: yeah im aziz by the way ..it was nice meeting you...?

me: ooh yeah its jawa..its nice meeting u too. Bye


as i walked to the car i can see noonies face shine with happines, she saw me talking to him.

noora: JAAWAA! i saw everything.

me: you stalker!! inzain inzain khala9 it was bad enough.

noora: shsawaitayy ba3aaddd !

me: youm gale salamat..gilt la 3ade it happenes all the time !! bil'3alaa6 i said this out loud.

noora: hahahaha its ok u clumsy person.

As i opened blackberry there was o note texted to me .. it said:
"hey stranger..you dropped your blackberry..i hope ma ta3awartay ilyoum..have a nice day..
- Aziz il M*****."

i showed noonie what he wrote. she said that he was so sweet blah blaah blah :p
that day noora came over to my house.

mom: hala noora 7abebty shlonich?

noora: hala khalteee! tamam sha5bariich?

mom: wala zaina ..ha shlone umich?

noora: zaina wala..itsalim 3alaiich.

jawa : hala mama..whats for lunch?

mom: pasta..and scalope

jawa and noora: YUMMM!! :p

mom: haha ya7ibkum 7ag il pasta


we enjoyed the pasta and for me EXTRA TABASCO :p hehe yum..noora never liked spicy food. 3axii :p

after that we decided we go swiming..since i was the oldest of my brothers and sisters..i had one brother wich was 12 and a sister wich was 14..i loved them both so much. but we tend to fight about stupid things like the remote..or who goes were and stupid things :p

i wore my bright orange bikini and noonie wore her cute purple one :)
we swam for hours

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i hope u like my posts people..since im new to all of this:)
love u:*

hope pt.2

i arrived to class late..there he was just sitting there, he even looked hot just by sitting there doing nothing..i was so shocked to find him there..titodaht o maa kint adre shasawe, as i walked in i saw o min kithir ma he was hot i didnt see the step o i fell..yes yes i fell infront of EVERYBODY..aahhhh fashlaa.

Doctor: ha haa salamat.

me: ha-haa allah isalmik dictor..(my face turned into 100 shades of red , as i turned i saw him smiling!! ahh how dare he)

Doctor: class this jawa il S*****

as i walked to find a seat to sit on ma kan fe wala wa7id fathe ila the one yam that guy (i still dont know his name yet) i sat there next to him, i didnt talk not a word came out of my mouth..i couldent even breathe properly..ooog my God help me! i can feel his sent FIERCE by abercrombie and fitch.. his sent killed me .. leaving my head going to another part of the world.

as the classed finished i rushed out min il fashla..it was the first day of jam3a and all of this happen :( im hating jam3a..as i was runing out my blackberry slipped out from my hand and i didnt relize that. i met up with noonie since our classes finished at the same time.

Aziz's thoughts:

makeena she fell..3asa ma ta3awirat..i hope not. AHHH i was so stupid she was sitting next to me and i didnt even say hi..her sent hypmitized my soul. Her smile blew me away she looked like an angel with her white dress and her hair that she kept loose. LAA LAA 3aziz inta shga3ed itgoul?? you never said that about anybody..a55 bs hathe, hathe '3air mashalla 3alaiha

she droped her blackberry..how am i gonna giva it back her :s yala ma3alaiih nilga 7aal..i tryed to follow her bs she rushed to her car with her friend.

jawa: this day was TERRIBLE !! ma2aaaat :(

noora: LAISH !! Sh9aar ba3ad?

jawa: matsadgeen.. i fell infront of the whole class..ibsibat the guy that we saw in starbucks..noonie ta5ayilay he's so damn hott i couldent resist but look.

noora: haha ayshaaaay! ee ee i agree so hott.

jawa: aahh noonie shakle barid il jam3a..madre wain my blackberry

noonie: ok ok ill wait in the car.

as i got down i saw him standing there..he looked like he was waiting for someone, i didnt lift my head up i just walked .

aziz: e7iiim..

me: ( looked up )

aziz: law sama7tay..3afwan..umm bs u dropped this youm 6ala3tay.

me:( awwwww) mashkoor matga9iir..hehe i would be so lost without this.

aziz: la shda3wa no need to thank me.

hope pt.1

beep beep!! my alarm went on .. it was my first day of jam3a, i was the shy type girl whenever i was around boys, i didnt know how to act around them. That happened to me since was in a private all girls school. I was so nervouse..That day i decided to wear my white Alexander Mcqueen sundress..which looked great against my sunkissed skin color..i also wore my tanned bottega galdiators and decided to leave my naturaly wavey hair fall down against my shoulders.

mom:jawa 7abebty ae u ready for ur fisrt day?

me: ee mama ya3ne bs khayfa shwaya ..3alabuna awal youm
bs ashwa noora is gonna be there.


noora was my best friend we met in middle school...she was realted to me somehow but i didnt figure out how until the last year of 8th grade..noora understanded me like no one ever did..she was truly my other half..my sister i loved her.


i felt my blackberry vibrating in my oversized bag.. it was noora


!!noora: heey jooj

me: heeey noonie 7abebtii

noora: haa wainich..im waiting..tara were gona be late..haha its not highschool anymore

me: haha ee the good days.. yala kane yayah ill be there in 5 min


it took 5 mins for jawa to reach noora's hows since jawa lived in quortuba and noora in yarmouk.


noora looked so gorg. with her purple dress that commented her curves..and her oversized miumiu bag. her hair was left in a slik ponytail which was amazing. noonie had those eyes that were black with thick eyelashes (mashalla) ;p

noonie: someone looks extra sexy today

me: yes youu!! ;p shazain

noonie: shinsawe ba3ad laziim ..first day of jam3aa .. ann jooj 7ade khayfa

me: ee same here..hehe kila min ahalna ma 3awidona ..we were stuck in an all girls school forever.

noonie: haha yeaah..blame them bs yala hanaat

me: wana go to starbuks to grab some latte's

noonie: i thought u would never ask..yumm yalaa;p

me: shiftay shlone

we arrived at starbuks we ordered two caramel latte's skimmed milk we were waiting on our order and there was that guy that was watching me he wore an orange abercrombie hoodie he was tanned with is pearly white teeth an his amazing eyes (mashalla);p he was standing to take his drink..tana7t 3alaih shwaya chan astaw3ib o alif

noora: joj mo china hatha ga3ed ikhiziich

me: haa? ayhoo

she ment the orange hoodie guy

me: la la noonie ilthahir ur imagining

we took our orders and when to the car so we can go to the jam3a.. and there i saw him