Monday, April 27, 2009

hope pt.24

SUUUUURRRRRRRPPPPPPPRIIIIIIIIIIISSSSSSEE !!!!


aaaaaaah !! aaa surpise parttyyyyy !! yaaaay. i went to hugg nooniiee

me: AAAAAH intaay shino?? thaankkk yoou ya a7laa noooniie ! I LOVE YOUU.

noonie: heheheh !! ana cham jooj 3indy? 7abebbty your welcome..you deserve much better.


i went and said hiii to every one that was there ...God i missed my friends..we danced all night ! sij sij wanasaa. infiniityy was on and yess i couldent help my self..

me: GOOOOUMAAY !! yalla.

noonie: iiff karaht il song ib sibiitiich !!

me: comeon noonie bs ilyoum !! yala 3aad its my birthday *puppy eyes*.

noonie: hehe ok..shiftay ana shlone 6aybaa?

me: yeees wayeed !!


so we danced to infinity ! we seriosly had an amaazzing time! this girl had never eveeeer let me down :* i loove herr.


my phone vibrated from a msg from azoz:

"come outside..i want u:*" - aziz

"coming:*"- i sent


i went out side..i looked great..i was wearing a cute black dress..that was knee length..and my hair had big curls and i did the cute "hippie" styled head band..my make up was simple..i had smokey eyes with clear lipgloss and blush..i looked pretty. i was walking towards aziz's car..wila i go in..

aziz: WOW!

me: whaat?

aziz: it..its just..wow

me: hehehe thankyou.

aziz: hehe o shino hatha ily on your head? rambo?

me: HAAAAY tara maytha7iiikk !! :/

aziz: hahahahahahhaha ya7ilwich wintay im3a9ba..i was kidding..you look amaziiing birthday girl..shda3wa mako hug?

me: ee 3abaly ba3ad..*i leaned to give him one of my famouse huges*

aziz: i have something for my princess..

he pulled out a Cartier bag and handed it to me...awww

me: no no aziz i cant accept this.

aziz: cant accept it? jawa bala dala3..i love you and thats why i want you to have it 7abebty.

he opened the box o it was a rose gold cartier love bracelet..wich had a lock min wara..he put it on me and said..

"jawa..7abebty i love you with all my heart..wala..no one in this whole world ever made me feel what you did..and no one will..jawa i want you..ana shareech o abeech to be mine..forever and for always..abe i wake up every morning 3ashan ajabil that angelic face of yours. jawa bima3na il kilma I LOVE YOOU! thats all i can say to put all my feelings for you toghether..i bought you this bracelet with a lock..3ashan you be mine when i lock it on your rist...you are my love..my passion..my liife." he came over closer and kissed my head.



i was speechless i felt a tear slide down my cheak.."i love you to aziz..i love you alot..your my everything..wala ma7ad i7asisny ily inta it7asisny..when im with you i fell that im in a completely different world..a world that only has you and me"


aziz: 7ayatiii intaay..la baba dont cry..today is your day..you should be happy. * he kissed my tear*

me: thank you..thank you for everry thing..and noonie told me that you were at the hospital every dayy ..mashkoor aziz wala madre shagoulikk. *bent over again and huuged him and started crying*

i was crying beacuse i was EXTREMELY happy..i love him..adore him.

aziz: shh..khala9 7ayate dont cry..laa laa no need for thankyou's..your my life..i have to be by your side 7ayetee..now promise me something babe?

me: anything..

aziz: i want you go back in there and have the greatest time of your life..3ashane.

me: inshalla..min 3youni..:*..i love you.

aziz: i love you to my angel.

i got out of the car with the biggest smile on my face and touching my bracelet that he got for me..i went inside and noonie came runing to me.



noonie: il ibtisama shaga il wayh..shisalfaa ? :p

me: loook! *i pointed at my bracelet*

noonie: ishaawiig !!

me: hehe 7ada..aziz baught it from me..noonie a7iiba !

noonie: awwwww ya7laiila !! hes so sweet.

me: uuuff 7addaaa !

noonie: yala comeone juliet..lets eat yii3t ! :p

me: hahahahahah !! .. inzain yallaa.

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xoxo*R

Friday, April 24, 2009

hope pt.23

I really enjoyed that little moment i spent with aziz..it ment the world to me.."he cares..he really cares.." i said to my self.

that momment me reema and aziz were just talking about random stuff..GOD I MISSED TALKING !




"In your arms I can still feel the way youwant me when you hold me

I can still hear the words you whisperedwhen you told me

I can stay right here forever in your arms

And there ain't no way..

I'm lettin' you go now

And there ain't no way..

and there ain't not howI'll never see that day....

'Cause I'm keeping youforever and for always

We will be together all of our days

Wanna wake up everymorning to your sweet face..always "

i was just remembering this song as we all talked..

as we were talking aziz excused himself for a while.

laaa2 laish biroo7 ! i want him ! i missed him :(..

MEANWHILE REEMA WAS TAGRIG 3ALA RASE I WAS THINKING OF AZIZ AND SINGING THAT SONG OVER AND OVER.

Reema: *signaling me to look at her* aloo !! im talking to you!

me: ha..ee sa7..you were saying?

Reema: maa asadiig..you dont remember what you never forgot ??

me: hehe shiino goleely!!

Reema: your birthdaaayy bachher !! o intay ilyoum ib ti6li3een from this place ! *dances the happy dance*.

me: hahaha shakliiicch !! EEE SA7 :O tadreen ina 7ade nisaiit.

Reema: '3areeba..my sis il 7ananah tinsa her birthday..wow thats to far.

me: *threw a pillow at her* yala chub !

Reema: a39aab :p ..

noonie: heey people :D..i brought food !

me: ee ee abee ! im starving!

noonie: adre ! 3ashan chithe yibta (A)..7ade life saver.

me: oooh bidaat il thiqa il zayda..yala give mee ! yo3ana!

i was eating..food never tasted better..i was still munching on the sandwich she brought me..yum yum yummy :p. I opened my mobile, and put it on the charger..wila faj2a it beeps with a msg from aziz.

"a7ibich;*" - azoz.

"amout feek;*"- i sent

"3ade ayee akliich?" - azoz

"hehe la2..ba3dain there wont be a jawa (a)"- i sent

"aha so your trying to act smart with me..ok fine 3ayal 3ade i bite you?;p" - azoz

"huush up :p"-i sent

"i can feel your face turning red..ya7alat ily yisti7oun wala:*"- azoz

shdaraaah ina wayhee 7amaaar ! hehe hes creepy..so after 3 hours we packed up and decided to leave this place..la3at chabde i want my own room back. We arrived to the house and i jumped on my bed..and SLEPT ! i woke up to the sound of birds..i missed them..hehe kilyoum iga3douny min il noum :p. and yes.. ITS MY BIRTHDAAAAY WOHOO !

i went to the bathroom..did my busniess, brushed my teeth..washed my face and did a happy dance ! i went to the kitchen to make me a cup of warm milk with honey. i cheaked my mobile wila like 20 msgs sayiing "HAAPPYY BIRTHDAAAAYY..etc"

nizalt ta7at salamt 3ala ahle and yes !! they had the cake..presents ready for me ! aww.

"comeover ilyoum please" - from noonie

"inshallaa ;)"-jawa

me: mama tara ana barou7 3ind Noora.

mom: bs yawaiiliich in sigtay !!

me: haha ok.

so i went too noonies house at 6;00pm..wila awal ma adiishh...

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if you wana listen to "in your arms" follow this link..its a MUST HEAR.

xoxo*R

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=-CxWOClbpcg

Wednesday, April 22, 2009

*announcement

Heey beautiful people i just would like to put out that the story that im writing is 100% not true.its all things that i've just made up at the top of my head..and to tell you the truth i havent done any actions simillar to what i wrote..i have a hobby of writing so i decided to share it right here in the blogsphere world :) ..so there..im just a girl who likes to write stories.

-thanks for understanding:*

xoxo*R

Tuesday, April 21, 2009

*whats on your mind?

so today im just home sick..so theres nothing to do , im just bored im sitting in my room and the sun is shining and im drinking my hot milk while listining to.. outta here..its a must here..7adha 3ajeeba :)

so tell me whats on your mind ?


while you tell me whats on your mind listen to it..i hope you like it:*

xoxo *R

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=RqYEyX2CffA

Monday, April 20, 2009

hope pt.22

AZIZ-



i called noonie 3ala 6oul to tell herr !

me: NOUROOO !!

noura: il nas may9arkhon chithe ya3ne !

me: JAWAAAAAAAAAAAA!

noura: HUUH?? JAWA?? SHFEEHA !?

me: GAMAAAAAT !

noura: *7asait il rajfa ib 9out'ha* AYSHAAAAAAAAAAAY !! YALA YAYAAAAAAAAAH

tot tot tot..she closed the phone without even letting me finiish ! aa9laan min 9out'ha 7ada imbayin like she was so happy...bs wala mo kithryy !! i can fly min kithiir ma im H A P P Y !! all i could sayy was il7imdilla !! jawounty gamaaaaaaaaat ... after 5 mins of her parents being inside Reema came out for me ! yatne with the biggest hugg eveeerr ! 7adha mistansa !

reema: AZOOOOOOZ !!! *big hugg*

me: RAYOOOUUMM !!...ha shlone jawaa!

reema: aaahh il7imdilla shes great !!

mawa3aina ila faj2a noura yayah rakiithh !

noura: wainhaaaaa??

reema: yal maynoona :p dakhiill !

haha wala hal bint 6imasha bs tig3ad wit3ayib..ive knwon reema for 3 months now so i know her pretty well.

reema: yala aziz dish..

me: la la wain adish..uboch da5il.

reema: e yal thakii ! uhwa gale call him

me: ahhaa ya3ne ma kintay yayah itsalmeen 3alaay !!?

reema: hehe imbala and that too..now yala come !

we went inside and when i saw jawa..lying there ! smilling..her smile..aaa55 galbe wigaaf ! it was the best moment in my life..she was smilling at that was all that mattered to me..salamt 3ala umha o obooha then i went straight to jawa !6ab3an kan widy afa8i9ha o alamimha o abawisha :p bs i couldent ! wila faj2a..


her parents: i7na ray7een il bait inyeeblaha extra clothes..shwaya o raj3een.

YESSSSSSS !! i said to my self

as they went ii gave nouro the look..ina yala bakalim jawa :p haha

noura: yala reema o la6ouf..5ani6la3 shwaya !

so now it was me and jawa ALONE ! first time alone for 3 WHOOOOOOLE MONTHS !!
i brushed my hands 3ala her cheakes and whispered "7imdilla 3asallama 7ayate"

jawa: allaa isalmiik 7abebee!

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JAWA-


wa akheeran im awaaake il 7imdilla !! ive miisssssed him so muuccchhh ! hes gotten thinner..maskeen..gabel la idiish noonie told me ina kan mawjoud ihne KILYOUM for the past three months and reemo and la6ouf ta3arifawv 3alaiih..i was SO happy for what he did..sij kibar ib 3ainy..he came in and i was just lost with his sharp..dark..thick eyelashed eyes.

me: ive missed you..

aziz: wala mo kithry

i just couldent i tyhrew my arms on him and sobbed..like a baby..i cryed because i was awake..i cryed because no guy ever treated this way i cryed because i..LOVED HIM.

aziz: laa baba laish tabcheen *held my head with his to hands and my face was facing him*

me: because i..i love you so much.

aziz: 7ayaate intaayy..i love you akthar..amout feech..intay ma tadreen sh9aar feeny youm you were in an coma ! a9laan MIT..*kissed my tear..and hugged me*

me: hehe 7abeby inta

aziz: *with the biigest smile* shakle mane imkaleech you drive agaain !

Reemo: ee777mm !!

me: ohooo !! yaat il fara!

Reemo: ya3ne inshalla mo jidamy your " lovey dovey momments"

me and aziz started laughing at what she said..hehe sij teenager :p bs a7ibhaaa !



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i love you alllllll !!:*

xoxo *R

Thursday, April 16, 2009

hope pt.21


IM BAAAAAACK :D ... i missed uu all..hehe adre 7adeeee 6awalt bs i was on my break..comeon now :p i was just having fun :$..anyways im, sorry my beautiful people :)

love u all..

xoxo *R
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AZIZ-


its been exactly 3 months 3ala hal 7ala..i came to the point that i felt that there was no hope..that there was no way that she would wake up..that i would never see her hazel eyes stairing at me..that ill never even hear her soft silky voice saying my name..ever.

in these past 3 months i didnt cry..i tryed to be strong..for her and her sibblings..until today..i was all alone with her in the empty room..it was dark..i could feel the cold breeze coming from the AC..i touched jawas hand..it was so cold..i held it against mine and rubbed it..i rested my head on the right side of the bed..i rested it and i was just thinking about jawa..how she was full of life..so fun..so amazing..so..so..perfect..i felt a tear slide down my left cheak..i felt the burn in my eyes as the tear slid down my face and made a stain on my shirt..i wiped my cheaks and looked at my hand.."those are tears" i said to myself..

me: jawa..please goumay..allah ikhaleech jawa..*sniff* ya rab itgawimha bisalama..ya rab .. ya rab..(gumt ash'hag)..jawa..7abebty i love you..adre i never told you this but i do..yourmy everything..your the air that i breathe..i miss you like the desert misses the rain..i miss you like a child misses its lost teddy..i need you..your the thing that keeps my storng. (ash'hag again).

i now that there was no use of saying all this la2na theres a chance that she wouldent hear me..but i had to i just had to..

that moment i was still holding her hands and resting my head on the side of the bed...faj2a chan a'3fe shwaya..i felt someon rubbing my hair..so soflty..so jently..i didnt bother to wake up la2na i knew ina i would see jawa's face and it would tair my heart.

a voice: mmm .. a-az..

me: *didnt even look up*

a voice: zezzz....

me:*looked up*

WHAAAAAAAAAT !!!!!!!!!!!!!!! JAWAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA???????? MY JAWA???????? JAWA ? JAWA?? thats her thats her voice ..her eyes..her touch.

me: JAWAAAAAAA??? 7abeeebty !! *started sobbing..hugging her*

jawa: *she couldent even talk* w-were am i?

i rushed out the room to the doctor.

me: *in the loudest voice ever* DICTOOOOOOOOOOOOOOR ! GAMAAAAAAAAT !! GAMAAAAT !

Dr: mino ily gam?

me: JAWAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA !

Dr: huh?..jawa?..nurse jena..call Dr.ahmed at once !!

he rushed to jawa's room and closed the door..ma 5alone adish..after 2 mins the other doctor came..later that day her mother..father..sis..brother came..i didnt go in.

Wednesday, April 8, 2009

hope pt.20

AZIZ-

it was all the same for about a month..jawa hasent woke up yet..my daily rutine everyday was jam3a jawa..jam3a jawa..i visit her everyday..her mother never left her side so i coulkdent actually go inside the room to see her..her face..everyday reem added lebello cherry chapstick on jawa's lips to keep them from getting dry..sij hal youm kbaraty ib 3ainy..i never saw such a caring sister..mashalla 3alaiha..allah iwafigha.

i was facing the wall just thinking..then a i heard a voice..

um jawa: aziz?

me: h-hala khalte

um jawa: aziz laish matrou7 il bait itrayii7 yuma? ga3ed chithe min il sib7..wala mo zain 3ala 9i7itiik...tit3ab chithe

me: laa khalte ta3abkum ra7a..ana ga3ed miny 3ashan itha i7tijtay shay.

um jawa: inzain ta3al dish da5il..ga3ed bara laish.

me: la khalte mala da3ee..may5alaif wala mirta7 hnee.

umj jawa: laaaaa2 mako..ra7 itdish tig3ad da5il.

me: *smile* ily iray7iich khalte.

dashaina da5il..wila she was just sleeping there..galbe kan ib yi6la3 min mukana..ma kint adre shasawee..my love of my life was just lying there..and looked so lifeless..so peacefull..so beautifull..just like an angel..wila i saw her lips..they wernt dry..at all..allah i3afe rayouma..i sat with her mother to keep her company o ga3dna insolif..while we were talking, dash uboha..S H I T ! walaain tiwahagtt !

me: isalaam 3alaiikum..*shaking his hand*

ubo jawa: wa3alaiikum il salam

um jawa: bu3abdili6eef hatha zameel jawa biljam3a..mar 3alaiha ishoouf jawa isma aziz al m*****

obu jawa: hala wala..7ayallah min yanah..shlonik yuba?

me: b5air allah isalmiik 3ame ..inta shlonik?

ubo jawa: wala il7imdilla

me: yala ma3alsalama..ana asta2thiin.

um jawa: laaa waaain?

me: la wala khalte 3indy jam3a.. ba3ad tadreen.

um jawa: ee wee allah i3eenik o allah iwafgiik..salim 3ala umik.

me: inshalla khalte you9aal..yala 3ame ma3alsalama..tamroun 3ala shay?

ubo jawa: la salamtik yuba..allah ma3ak.

i went out and actually was surprised .. ina ubo jawa's reaction kan 3ade o mu im3a99ib..thank God.

i texted reema o tell her iny tawne 6ali3 min jawa o ina i saw her dad..she called me 3ala 6oul !!

Reema: you saw ubooy??

me: haha eee laiish shfeeech???

Reema: o-o ma 9ar shayyy?

me: laa2 reemo shfeech ma 9ar shay..laiish?

Reemo: oo5 '3areeba..my dad wasnt that "type" yimkin he liked you :p

BTW ya nas reema new ina i was inlove with jawa..

me: sij? ma hagaita ..he was kind o 3ade.

i closed it from reema..

I MISS JAWA..walhaan 3alaiiha walaah mo 6abee3y..ive been so lifeless bidounha..i want to hear her voice..WALA I DO..kilyoum i expect inha she wakes up..but she dosent

Sunday, April 5, 2009

hope pt.19


AZIZ-



the doctor came in ..we all stood up.

me: ha dictoor 3asa ma shar? laish mo ga3ed titkalaam ? laiish siakiit?

he was quite and was looking at the floor.

noura: DICTOOR?? SHFEEHA??

dr.: um..allah 7ifath'ha bil 7adith..bs al7een shes in an..

me: AN WHAAAT?
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hnee ana madre sh9ar feeny..irkaby ma kanaw ga3ed isa3douny..i felt like something stabbed me..really hard..while noura feel in the ground crying non-stop and mohammed to calm her down..her parents lail7een ma yadrooun what happened to there daughter..since i cant talk to them o noura was crying so hard fa magdarat titkalam we let the doctor call.

dr dailing um jawa..

Dr: aloo?

um jawa: alo na3am?

Dr: 7athritiich um jawa?

um jawa: ee ana um jawa..5air? ( she senced something was wrong )

Dr: wala madre shlone agouoliich bs jawa kanat ib 7adith..

um jawa: SSHINOO ?? BINTY JAWA IB 7ADIITHHHH ?? *tears coming down her eyes* waiinha !! shfeeha ?? 3a6ne akaliiimhaaa !! waaaay bintyyy!

Dr: ana asif iniich tismi3een hal khabar 5alte..bs bintinch in '3ayboba.

um jawa: *MAJOR SOBBING* BIIIIIINTYYYY !!!!!!!! aa--aaa-ay MUSTASHFAAA???

Dr: hadaay ..inshalla mako ila il khair..ta3awithay min ibliis o inshalla allah igawimha bilsalama..Dar il shifa.


awal ma the doctor kalam um jawa..yanah the doctor..

me: h-how did she take it?

Dr: bad

me: la7oulila...ok dictor 3ade adish ashoufha..wila a6il 3aalaiiha please.

Dr: la ya a5 aziz..tawna imsaween the 3amaliya.

after 5 mins um jawa o ubo jawa o her 2 sibblings.

um jawa was crying like crazy..maskeena i dont blame her..her small sister ga6a3at galbe..o her brother ga3ed i7awil yamsik bachwita (ya3ne ana ily kibart o ma abche kind..thakarne feeny wana yahil)..o ubooha wayha a9faar..noura ra7at lihum o hugging jawa's mom so tight.

noura: maykhaliif khalte..hadaay..shh..shhh..*she said while rubbing her back to calm her down*

um jawa: b-b-bintyy * sobbing *

her father went to talk to the doctor in private while me and 7amnoud were sitting in chairs..noura and jawa's mom came over to us..we stood up.

noura: khaltee..hatha aziz al m****** and mohammed al g****** ma3aaha bil jam3a o ma3ay ana ba3ad.

noura: aziz awal wa7id shaf jawa bil 7adith o uhwa kan wiyaha bil as3af.

i kissed her head.

um jawa: mashkoor matga9ir wlaiidy..ana kila agoulaha "ya jawa laa itdouseen.." bs mako fayda..o hathe nahayat ily idoos.

me: la khalte hatha wajiib..intay amray amir..inshalla mako ila il khair o allah igawimha bisalama..

6la3at ina umi o um jawa were friends in highschool..ga3dna insiloif wiyaha to let her forget the sadness shwaya.

i decided to go home and to take a shower o come back.

gabil la a6la3 nadait Reema and Abdulatif..jawa's sibbnlings..they both came to me..since Reema was az8ar min ywaisif(my brother) ib sina..i knew shlone atfaham wiyaha and abdulatif was 12..so it was the same age ta'3reeban.

me: hala reema hala bushmaiis..shlonkum?

Reema: zaina *looking down ..her eyes were filled with tears..she looked like jawa so much COPY bs 3ala smaller version*

Abdulatif: 7imdilla zain.

me: shoufaw abeekum u help me with shay..o i cant do this alone ok?

both of them: ok..

me: if jawa was in a coma mo ma3nata ina ma tisma3kum..o ma it7is feekum..kilyoum gi3daw solfaw wiyaha..i promise you that she can her he but she wouldent reply back..can you both do that for me please?

Reema: akeed she can hear us?

me: akeedain ba3ad..ha bushmais shgillt?

abdulatif: inshalla akalimha kilyoum.

me: see i knew i can depend on you both now here's my number AYSHAY tabouna you call me and ay wagt mashee?

Reema: mashkoor wayiid aziz..wala your helping alot..o inshalla if anything happens ill contact you.

abdulatif: mashkoor..inshalla adig 3alaiik..but please can you come more often?

me: la reema no need for than you's and you to la6ouf..ee ana yay rayi7 il bait a5ith shower o ayeekum..ill bring bored games wiyay to keep you company.

finally i saw a SMILE on there faces.


Wednesday, April 1, 2009

hope pt.18

APRIIIIIL FOOOOOOOOOLS !!! :) .....i hope u had a good one with all the pranks :p

i missed u all so much my beautiful people :*

enjoy the post..

xoxo *R


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AZIZ-

"yadre ina asbab tha3fe nathritaaa...yadre iny ma a8awiim tha7kiitaaa..yadre ina il rou7 ma ti'3llah 3alaiih..yadre ina il rou7 ma ti'3llah 3alaiih..lo da3aha jet alabee da3witaa"

i was singing with majeed wana bil 6ireej heading to see jawa ....ah jawa..wala iny walhaaaaan 3alaiih ! widy akilha :p those eyes !! that smiles ily it5aleny ansa kil hmoumy..a555

wana bil 6ireej shift as3aaf o 7osa.. "la7oulila" i said to my self.. i didnt see the accident la2na kan fee as3af o nas wayid o imsakreen 3ala the injured person..wala yaksiroun 5a6re ahalhum..ya3ne lo a7ad da3am o la sama7 allah tiwafa..ba3dain his mother or father would get a phone call saying that your sun or daughter is dead..il shi3our KILISH mo 7ilo.

youm 9ifa6t o trying to look for jawa's car o ma ligait'ha wila adish da5il coffee bean wila ihya mo mawjouda..so 7a6ait eedy ib mo5baty to get my mobile to call her..wila 6ala3 ina nasyy mobily bilsayara..i got out of coffee bean to my car..6ala3t il mobile wila gabel la i dialed jawa's number .... WAAYHI IN9IFAAAAG !!!! china a7aad ma36eeny 96aar !!

THAT WAS JAWA'S CAR ILY KIL IL NAS THABAAH 3ALAIIHA !!

ga3edt arkiith .. runing to the 7adiths place ! wila ashouf jawa..my jawa 7abebty !! kilha dam !..ihne my reaction kan numbness ma a7is ib shay o arjiif !!

me: SHFEEEEEEHA !!! ...LAISH CHITHE IM5ALEENHAAA !! SAWOO SHAYYYY ..UR NOT GONNA LET HER DIE !! 7asait 3ainy it'3orig..

the ambulance guy: haddy o5ooooy !! bs la2na shes loosing alot of blood..lazim nan6ir lama it stops shwaya 3alama inwadeeha il mustashfa !!

me: SHINO AHADEEE?? TABEE ASHOUFHA ITMOUT JIDAMYY !! JAWA....!! JAWA !! SIM3EEENY 7ABEBTY !! JAWAAA!

the ambulace guy: lat7awil shes unconsiounce .. ma ra7 tismi3iik

me: OK 3ADE AYE WIYAHA IL MOSTASHFAA!..MA RA7 A5ALEEHA BROU7HA

rikabt ma3ahaa il ambulance..wil dam3a mo rathya itfariig 3ainy..kila miny !! kila minyy !! laish gitlaha tiyee coffee bean laiish !!..ya rab yaaa rab mat5aale shay i9eer feha ya rab itgawimha bisalama... wala madre shlone a4eesh bidounha..ya rab ta5ithny gabil la ta5ithhaa..

we arrived to dar il shifa o da5ilouha the operation room.. ma 5alony adiish..

nurse: sir ..you cant come inside

me: WHAT?? NO I DONT CARE IM COMING!

nurse: im sorry sir but you cant..we'll tell you how things go in a while.

gabil la atkalaam ..she left

i called noura..

noura: aloo..

me: a-aloo

noura: hala aziz..sh..shfe 9outiik? 3asa ma shaar

me: jawa..jawa..she was in an accident ! o ana bil mustashfa al7een..da5ilooha the oppertaing room

noura: *huge gasp* AYSHAAAAAAY !! LA LA THIS CANT DE HAPPENING..*SNIF..SNIF* W-WAINIIK? AYMUSTASHFA??? *SNIF..SNIF*

me: ib dar il shifa

after 5 mins ma wa3ait ila noura yayah ma3a 7amoud

noura: waaaiinhaaaa?????? *cryiing so hard*

mohammed: noura hadaay 7abebty..*while hugging her to try to calm her down*

she just kept crying and crying on 7amoods chest..maskeena ga6a3at galbe.


mohammed: haa 3zoz..shgal il dictor?

me: wala still ma adre..da5iloha the opperation room..o ma galaw shay.

mohammed: yala 5air inshalla...intaw athnainkum hadaw..o allah igawimha bisalama inshalla

noura: i--inshalla * sniff *

me: inshalla

noura: wala..w-wala lo i9eer feha shay madre shlone ba3eesh..*snif..sniifff*

mohammed: 7abeebty ..latgouleen chithe...ta3awithay min ibliees

after 2 hours of silence..

the doctor came in..